Hello all! Welcome to another Tuesday Talks. Today I'm yammering on about motivation. I consider myself to be very lucky. I have the opportunity to do what I love. I've sacrificed a good deal in order to do that, but I still consider myself very lucky. It should come as no surprise when I say being an author isn't easy, and although I knew that when I started this venture, I really had no idea.
Being an author is more than just writing, it's being part of something bigger. There's a lot more to do than finish that manuscript. The whole process is rather crazy when you think about it. I sit down with an idea, work and work until that idea blossoms and characters become real, a story emerges, type, type, type until it's ready--though to you it never feels ready enough. After the initial readying of your manuscript, with the bouts of "oh-my-god what if they don't like it", comes the putting on your big girl/boy pants, preparing your synopsis after the initial groaning and moaning and "how am I supposed to condense 100k into 5 pages?!!", you survive that, sort out your blurb, general description, feel your heart beating against your chest as you compose your email to the publisher, remember to attach everything--very important, and hit send. Then you wait, wait, wait, oh my god you wait.
In the meantime you work on something else. You blog, and tweet, and post to Facebook. you play Candy Crush Saga, and you say "please" every time a new email enters your inbox, and you wait some more. You try not to let it get to you that everyone seems to write so much quicker than you, that new contracts are popping up every day like daisies, that everyone seems to be celebrating, and you wait. You mope and play more Candy Crush and then one day, out of the blue, you open your email, and there it is. New contract. And you squee so loud they can hear you in Jersey. Then a few months later, you start your edits, and in between you blog, and you tweet, and you Facebook, and as the day gets closer you start to freak out because "what if they hate it?!" and then you have to figure out what you're going to do for your launch, and you have to write how many blog posts? Galleys, and cover specs, and then your baby is unleashed upon the world.
You feel proud and happy and a little queasy, and you do your promos, and you start getting the reviews in, and some make your heart soar and some tear you apart, some are beautiful and some are just plain mean, and you keep going and going until the time comes when you start the whole process over again. There's gallons and gallons of coffee involved, sleepless nights, stress, and headdesk moments. You have a dozen social media platforms to keep track of, a community to be a part of, a family who's trying to drag you away from your PC, and you grab your keyboard because Ha! it's wireless, and take it with you as they wheel you away--I knew I should have gotten a chair without wheels! What's the signal range on this thing? And you have days where you wonder what the hell you're doing with your life and why? And then you pull yourself together and get your keister back behind that desk.
So no, being an author isn't easy, but I love it, and I'll toil and work, and not sleep, and fret, and do it all over again because I love what I do, and I love all my readers, and I love all my author friends, and I love my publishers, and I love my reviewers, and it's one big love-fest. It's not easy, but you pick yourself up and you try, one day at a time, and you do your best, and you KEEP GOING because you're important and what you do is important, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise! There's ups and downs, but it's worth it. It's hard work, but you keep going. You find ways to keep yourself going, because the world needs stories, and people to read those stories, and someone's gotta do it, so what are you waiting for?
How do you keep yourself motivated?